November 2009
“And sometimes I just ain’t in the mood to take my place in back with the loudmouths. You’re like a picture on the fridge that’s never stocked with food. I used to live at home, now I stay at the house.” - The Replacements
October 2009
i want to believe in you like i used to. give me a reason to have some faith in you.
And if my friends and my foes would just drop me a...
For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, “It might have been
– John Greenleaf Whittier
katie and i play this little game of situations
Katie: rob for 5 years or ian for forever
Me: you can't do that to me
Me: does rob die? what are the circumstances of his leaving?
Katie: haha. rob does not die.
Katie: you just break up
Katie: but you can't have both. only 1 option
Me: well if it's amicable then rob for 5 years
Katie: a lifetime w/ ian or 5 glorious years with rob?
Me: if it's cause he cheats....then man that's still tough
Katie: amicable does not mean every month you get to have miss you sex
Me: hahahaha
Me: i didn't mean it like that
Katie: it doesn't matter what he does. you just wont be together
Me: but you said glorious
Me: so Rob always
Me: he'll always win.
Me: rob for 2 years or adrian for 8?
Me: and those 2 years with rob would be the best of your life and the 8 with adrian would be mediocre
Katie: mediocre? haha. how?
Katie: you GOTTA explain that one. b/c I'd have to be out of my mind to trade 2 glorious years for 8 of annoying-ness
Me: they'd just be kind of whatever, nothing like spectacular.
Me: it'd just be like a day to day
Me: it'd be like what you see in the movies after a couple has been together for 25 years. you love each other, but it's not this amazing thing.
Katie: I mean. honestly. adrian has really got it going on for me.
Katie: but with rob, it's like fireworks
Me: do you care more about adrian than rob?!
Katie: and 2 years of amazingness means a lifetime after of pain
Me: no it's not painful when it's over
Me: just pick one!
Katie: hahaha
Katie: uggh! well right now I'm on an adrian kick b/c I haven't seen rob in a long time. well, I like the adrian in drive me crazy
Katie: his lips. good Lord.
Katie: but. 2 years with a big hard tool (for the record she's referencing a nonsexual joke he made in an interview) like Rob. I'd probably have to go with Rob...
Me: LOL
Me: you know after we see New Moon
Me: you will be all Robsessed
Me: we both will.
Katie: I know I know. that's why I chose rob.
Me: and ian will be a long forgotten memory
Me: as will adrian
Katie: idk. adrian is kinda like that guy I liked in highschool that I forgot about until now. and he's aged to be even better looking than when he was young. he wont be so easily forgotten
Katie: it's like asking me to pick between Noah and Lon
We, the unwilling, led by the unknowing, are doing the impossible for the...
– Mother Teresa
you know, one day you look at a person and you see something more than you did the night before. it’s like a switch has been flicked on somewhere. and the person who was just a friend is… suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.
all our lives we search for someone to love. someone to make us complete. we choose partners and change partners. we dance to songs of heartbreak and hope, all the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, someone perfect is searching for us too.
I have spread my dreams beneath your feet. Tread softly because you tread on my...
– W.B. Yeats
We are far more liable to catch the vices than the virtues of our associates.
– Denis Diderot
just another day at the office
Jessica: Chad is going to be a professional for Halloween.
Me: So... like a prostitute?
Jessica (sarcastically): Yes, like a hooker... he...
Chad (interrupting Jessica): Wait. Why would that be the first thing that comes to your mind?
Me: I've been watching a lot of Entourage lately okay?!
and i'm done. i promise.
there's an ian pic spam coming. i apologize. but...
Three words that became hard to say. I and Love...
ohmorgan:
ok, i woke up and asked my dad to take chloe’s package to the post office, score! he was going out anyway :)
now im going back to sleep for another hour or so. yes i’m a lazy bitch but i dont careeeeeeee.
you couldn’t even mail it yourself?! ;)
i'm not alone, i'm lonely. there's a big...
(via perfecting-failure)
I can’t help but remember everything. I mean, you see somebody and you think...
– Unknown (via littlemiss)
When you love someone so much and that person is away from you, sometimes it...
– Diane Les Becquets (via littlemiss)
She was a wreck, but he loved her. She was a...
misslauralizzy:
(via thirtyfivemillimeter)
“If you walk away, I walk away. First tell me which road you will take. I don’t want to risk our paths crossing someday.”
none of this has ever been for me.
everytime you call it all comes rushing back like...
it’s not always something at fault. things sometimes just dont work out. that’s all. it’s sad but nobody’s fault. this is how the life spins. and this does not have to be a bad thing. it doesn’t have to mean that what two people had together was wrong or a mistake or shouldn’t have been. it can still be what it was. it can still have been special and important...
we all wanted the love songs to be true.
Life is a tragedy for those who feel, and a comedy for those who think.
– La Bruyere
Ask yourself this question: ‘Will this matter a year from now?’
– Richard Carlson