February 2009
come on get higher
I miss the sound of your voice And I miss the rush of your skin And I miss the still of the silence As you breathe out and I breathe in I miss the sound of your voice Loudest thing in my head And I ache to remember All the violent, sweet Perfect words that you said I miss the pull of your heart
futures
I picture a life with you.
I mean really picture one.
And I pray it happens.
See you this afternoon Minnesota.
i'll give you my entire life savings...
if you kill me.
deal?
is it okay that i'm frustrated?
because quite frankly my head is spinning. i keep striving to be everything i can be, yet i continuously feel like i am failing at this.
i’m frustrated with life, work, school, everything i could be. and i don’t know the correct route to take to fix it. is it even fixable?
and honestly would you even notice? this is the one place i’m supposed to feel like i’m not alone....
never gone
“The things we did, the things we said Keep coming back to me and make me smile again You showed me how to face the truth Everything that’s good in me I owe to you ”
“here’s to looking at you kid.”
– casablanca
dreamland
Liar, Liar, You never called. But I’ll be just fine, yeah I’m fine, Sleep well. This never made much sense to me So I sleep alone. Cause you are the same as I always remembered, I’ll always remember. You like it more than ever, And I cannot stand this. Because you like it more than ever. It was just a god damn mistake. Stay at home, Because you’re way to good at...
this isn't the good kind of buildup
“you’re the only thing that drives me crazy. you’re the only thing that brings me down. you’re the only one in the world that can save me. just take my hand. don’t let me down…”
i miss you. and i just needed you to know. although, i’m pretty sure i’ve made that more than clear. but incase there was any doubt, i just put it out in the open.
hey, i never promised you it’d be perfect. i didn’t even guarantee i’d be great. the only thing i gave you was everything i had in me.
the silent treatment is unfortunately silent.
“I’d better rest my eyes. ‘Cause I’m growing weary of this point you’ve been trying to make. So rather than imply, why don’t you just verbalize all the things that you’re trying to say? Thought this would turn out so well. But I’m beginning to see that instead it’s trouble. Into a pattern we fell of prolonging the inevitable.
Why don’t...
“I’ve been staring at your pictures ‘cause you’ve got sparkling...”
– “i’ll find you” by sequoyah prep school
you had your chance
“Now you’ll never see What you’ve done to me You can take back your memories They’re no good to me
And here’s all your lies You can’t look me in the eyes With the sad, sad look That you wear so well When you see my face Hope it gives you hell”
“gives you hell”
-the all-american rejects.
sequoyah prep school
is amazing.
please go listen to them.
“crash into me”
– dave matthews band 