March 2011
“You know in every relationship there is a reacher and a settler. Guess we know...”
–  Emily, one of my best friends from high school.
Mar 31st
Another thing that happened today was that I saw the President drive by. It was quite a spectacle. I asked one of the police officers who was keeping New York safe while they cleared the streets for Obama. He was not amused. 
Mar 30th
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Mar 30th
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Mar 30th
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I’ll have these conversations with myself late at night. I’ll make commitments and promises and believe that things will be different in the morning. The day gets started with the best of intentions and then suddenly that conversation I had twelve hours before is forgotten, until I start having it again that night. When am I going to start living the rest of my life? When will I start...
Mar 30th
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“Don’t get me wrong, I still care. I just stopped showing it. I can only do...”
Mar 29th
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You know it’s Monday when you get crabby out of nowhere. 
Mar 29th
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Mar 27th
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diaryofapixalix-deactivated2011 asked: that's probably how I feel about american boys' accents.....they make me melt a little bit!
Ahhh :P I'm not a pattinson convert I have to admit =/ don't quite see it....
Mar 27th
diaryofapixalix-deactivated2011 asked: Maybe too long and you'd get sick of it :P It can get a little overrated :P But there's some ace places, like Covent Garden, Brick Lane Market, and Camden :)
Mar 27th
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magicandthemisery: I’m looking for a dead end song  you wish that smoke  could change its color  I love it when you talk so much  and act like nothing went wrong  I’m looking for a dead end song  while we sit and find flaws in everyone  I want to keep you by my side  holding off tidal waves
Mar 26th
“Why does the mind do such things? Turn on us, rend us, dig the claws in. If you...”
– The Blind Assassin, Margaret Atwood (via fuckyeahliteraryquotes)
Mar 26th
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Can I just be enough for someone? It doesn’t even have to be you anymore. I used to think that was what I wanted - to mean as much to you, as you did to me, but I realized that wasn’t possible because you always only cared about yourself. So, will it happen? I don’t know. “I don’t want to be your whole world. But I wouldn’t mind being your favorite...
Mar 26th
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diaryofapixalix-deactivated2011 asked: Come to London! There's tons of ace things to do, have you ever been before?
Mar 25th
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One of the biggest things I'm looking forward to...
is reading all these books I have stacked on my dresser. I love reading for fun and taking 8 classes has made it pretty impossible to do any additional reading. One of my classes has me reading three books that were on my “Read very soon” list so that’s a bonus. 7 more weeks. Hard to believe. I also have so much work to do still that I get little bouts of anxiety thinking about...
Mar 25th
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“When did the future switch from being a promise to being a threat?”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via claytoncubitt)
Mar 25th
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i’ve been sleeping in the middle of the bed again. i miss you. 
Mar 24th
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Mar 23rd
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Mar 23rd
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“I don’t know what’s worse: to not know what you are and be happy, or to become...”
– Flowers for Algernon, Daniel Keyes (via fuckyeahliteraryquotes)
Mar 22nd
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Counting every heartbeat one by one.
Mar 22nd
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alittlecalamity asked: I'm fairly sure you and I have identical music tastes.
Every time you post a song it's one of my favorites.
This makes me smile. :)
Mar 21st
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Listen“And I’m done hoping that we could...
Mar 21st
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diaryofapixalix-deactivated2011 asked: Thank you for reblogging what your friend wrote in your second most recent post. I'm struggling a little with my faith right now, and those kind of words totally spoke to me! :)
Mar 21st
I am a girl who loves: My family and friends. Music. Coffee. Reading books. Airplanes. Listening. Cooking dinner. March Madness. Not drinking. DMX (I own every album). Phone calls at 2 a.m. Hockey. Hockey. Hockey. Doing things for others. Laughing. Car dancing. Lakes, oceans, any body of water really. Sundays But none of those things were good enough for you. That used to bother...
Mar 21st
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o. hallelujah.: “It's funny how for the last few... →
shannonicole: This morning I awoke to an email from a dear friend in California telling me about an accident he was in two nights ago. He fell asleep at the wheel only a few minutes from home, hitting the center divider at 50mph and just barely missing two light poles. Miraculously, he is ok. Just as… I love what you wrote Shannon. 
Mar 21st
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Mar 19th
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“He wanted all to lie in an ecstasy of peace; I wanted all to sparkle and dance...”
– Wuthering Heights, Emily Bronte (via fuckyeahliteraryquotes)
Mar 19th
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I gave up swearing for lent...
And today I wanted to curse so many times, especially when Georgetown lost. The Southwest region of my bracket is in shambles. I really need Gonzaga to pull through tomorrow. UNC had a nice win today. I found a television at SXSW and watched a few minutes during the Vanguard Record’s showcase. Keep it up Tar Heels (And for the record, I didn’t end up swearing.)
Mar 19th
Tomorrow is the TWLOHA Press day. I am being...
Mar 19th
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rhettandmargo: No matter how you stack me. No matter how you arrange me. No matter how you look at me. I am still here and I am still the same person made of the same things. I regret nothing.
Mar 16th
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diaryofapixalix-deactivated2011 asked: I am a massive supporter of TWLOHA and someone attacked me earlier for my beliefs in TWLOHA and critizised a load of things they claimed to be true and gave a stream of abuse and upset me greatly. Naturally I had to research their claims, and amidst that I came across your blog, reading the post where you go through everything TWLOHA does gave me a lot of hope and only affirmed my support for you...
Mar 16th
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Mar 12th
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Mar 12th
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I miss you like you were mine.
I wish you were.
Mar 12th
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“I made myself from all the love you no longer wanted.” - i wrote this for you
Mar 12th
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Mar 11th
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"I had a feeling that those looks you gave me were...
I have loved “All Hail The Heartbreaker” since I first heard it. I loved that song before you. Before I even knew you existed. Before I ever saw you walk down that hallway in our apartment building. Before I knew your name. Before everything. And now when I hear it, all I can think about is how perfectly it captures this mess. I remember being hesitant to put it on the mix I was...
Mar 11th
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Mar 10th
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Mar 9th
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“I think about how much depends on a best friend. When you wake up in the morning...”
– Will Grayson, Will Grayson (via fuckyeah-imeanfuckyou)
Mar 9th
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I've never heard silence quite this loud.
And tonight I almost called. I’m glad I didn’t. Maybe you don’t even know it’s been this long. That wouldn’t surprise me. You never really did think about anyone other than yourself. I’m coming home next month for a few days. I know I’ll bump into our old friends and they’ll tell you they saw me. Will you get a pit in your stomach because I...
Mar 9th
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PT Session
I have another training session tonight. I do not want to go. Mike gave me such a hard time for missing three weeks of work out sessions because of Europe and Colorado. But mind over matter and I’ll feel better after I go. 
Mar 8th